In Too Deep

photo journalism your face

2009-10-07T03:05:00.000-07:00

Sudden hatred for people who don't understand the word humble.
Or more specifically, people who refuse to understand. Today, my friend got a best in Photo Journalism award, Division Level. She posted CONGRATULATIONS as her facebook status.

What the hell, right? She's fucking congratulating herself; And when I told her that I want to do Photo Journ next year because it seems easier than actual writing, she said something along the lines of "It's not easy. You have to know the angle and stuff". Pfft, as if I don't know how to take a photo? I can do Photo Journ, its just that I'm too good at writing to stoop that low on the School Newspaper Staff. She's lucky Photo Journ stuff don't need captions. She's fucking bad at English.

basic biases

2009-10-06T02:21:00.000-07:00

A picture Mom took on a West Coast trip.

So. My unusually big ego is fucking bruised. I have no idea how this happened but the truth of the matter is: Its bruised, its battered, and its basically ~~nonexistent~~ now.

You see, I hate losing. If- from the start- I was fully aware that I didnt stand a chance, I can honestly take defeat. But this. Journalism, my forte. The one thing I used to beat everyone in class at: Someone else is beating me. And not because she has much more writing prowess than I inhibit but because she's more responsible and smart. I have no hatred for this person whatsoever, just to be clear. But lemme tell you, the teachers who let this happen? Oh yes, baby. I am freaking holding a grudge.

And now, I have to write this essay that I know nothing about. My other friend is competing against me. Whoever the teacher chooses, well, then she's freaking lucky. Just wish me luck because I need it.

Sigh. Life is so full of biases.

2009-10-05T04:28:00.000-07:00

사랑해 이동해 영원히

Look how freaking hot Donghae is. I mean come on.
He defo pawns the gay dudes that rule our superficial society, i.e Piolo Pascual. The usual Filipino thinking amazes me; What they see, I would never realize in a billion years. Oh and if you're wondering, Yes, I am Filipino.

Anyways, after three weeks of lying low on everything Korean, here I am: Checking soompi, Asianfanatics and SJ Market. But I'm not completely back to my old fangirl self. I never will be, truth be told. Loads of things to do; Blame the hellhole called High School.

"I think high school is just something society puts teenagers through as a sort of test to see if we've got the stamina to handle the real world. It's a test I'm pretty sure I'm failing." - Airhead; Meg Cabot.

I can't say I don't agree. High school, fuck you.

~Oh and I miss you, Super Junior. Anticipating your comeback.

Life is a highway.

2009-10-03T00:36:00.000-07:00

I'm flunking school. I'm this close to being demoted. I have no love life. At all. Seriously.

My life is a bunch of FRIENDS episodes on rewind coupled with dozes of Gossip Girl, minus the adult content, Chuck Bass, the straight A's, the Blair Waldorf sarcasm and a designer Mom.

Everything that goes out of my mouth is a whirlwind of lies. Truth shows up once or twice. Or even never. On a random note: Right now, I want to be Sherlock Holmes, though I'm not as smart and as cunning. But I can definitely pull off the famous costume.

Oh and before I forget the cherry on top: The guy I like has no interest in me whatsoever.